i rush things. i eat fast, i walk fast, i read fast, i write fast. i don't know if i've done this my whole life, or if i'm just now realizing it. i need to learn how to slow down. i don't always need to be in a hurry.
also, i sigh a lot. i don't know how long i've been doing this either. i sigh when i'm happy, sad, tired, confused, excited, hungry, just sitting there, you name it. i don't know why.