day, after day, after day

All I want to do right now is go lay in a field of flowers and let the sun wash over
and warm my entire body.
I want to stay there, in that one spot, for so long
So long that I'll forget my own existence.
All the worries
All the sadness
All the frantic thoughts
Will just evaporate into the air
Disappearing.
As waves disappear upon the shore.
And I will stay there
In that state of mind
Until I can convince myself that everything is back to normal

Too many people know how to push my buttons.
Whether for good, or bad.
I wish I was harder to read.
It's not like anyone will ever be able to figure me out anyways.
By Nicole