can we talk about fears for a minute?

my fears:

having my front teeth knocked out.

people i love dying.

spiders.

being unable to have babies.

octopi.

having my heart broken.

mushrooms growing in the yard.

snakes.

eels.

most aquatic animals.

getting a fatal disease.

but i think what i'm the very most afraid of is change and the unknown.

another distraction

dreammoods.com

sophomore year, nicole and i loved this website. we would interpret our dreams nearly every night and learn a whole lot about ourselves. simply type in an object or place from your dream, and voila, it gives you the meaning.

i just rediscovered it.

i wonder how legit it is...

but it's still kind of fun.

my dream the other night...

To dream that you cannot find what you are shopping for, suggests that you are trying to find a solution to some life problem.

ha. how interesting.

it's normal...

to be feeling like this every day. right?

heehee.

1000awesomethings.

celebrity is as celebrity does

I was on the front page of the daily herald today.

just descending the stairs at the broadcasting building.

yes, i'm making a weird face. i had a brownie in my mouth. how embarrassing.

and i had my glasses on because i can't see when studio lights are in my face.

and the video playing on the third tv screen is my b-roll i fetched from my archive for the dedication. woo.

new favorite website

Marilyn Monroe and Ella Fitzgerald

Robert Downey Jr., Hugh Jackman, and Sting.

Julie Andrews, Alfred Hitchcock, and Paul Newman.

awesomepeoplehangingouttogether.

check it out.

at a loss for words

some days...

i just can't really think of anything worth saying.

besides that spiders are taking over. they are everywhere these days.

and i like a boy that sings canadian tenors at the top of his lungs when we drive places.

well, i'm off to watch this movie.

i hope you all are feeling more eloquent than i am right now.

you either die a hero, or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain.

my sister and i were just talking about how much we love a good superhero movie.

ryan reynolds as a pilot/creating things with his mind? yes please.

getting real excited for the next batman. i don't think it'll disappoint.

i feel way good about andrew garfield as a spiderman. i trust him.

who doesn't like clark kent? really.

i watch the captain america trailer multiple times per day. i gotta get to a theatre stat.

and, well, you guys know how i feel about robert downey jr. love.

there's something about the superheroes.

via weheartit

spoiler alert.

I'm on this week's episode of BYU Weekly, which airs on Wednesday.

I know because I made it. See?

I got interviewed about what it's like to be an editor.

My favorite part was that i got to make my own super.

That's the blue thing that says the name of the person.

I make them for hundreds of other people, but this one is all mine!

Woo.

Wow, I gotta get out of edit bay 12 stat.

jafar is creepy and sexist.

i watched aladdin today.

i love going back and watching those movies you loved as a child, because there is a whole other side of more adult humor in them. not saying i'm an adult, by any means. but there was a line i had never heard before that made me laugh.

[right after the hypnotized sultan says jasmine is to marry jafar]

jafar - "you are speechless, i see. such a fine quality in a wife."

bahaha. i found it comical.

fish lake, ut.

remember when i went to the mountains last month? here is the video documentation.

it's nothing too special as far as editing goes. i sort of edit all day every day at work, so editing at home too hasn't really been a priority.

but here are some clips thrown together without any real rhyme or reason. and with edward sharpe playing in the background.

awesome things.

1. toast with butter and honey.

2. when the 30 rock episode you are watching is so funny that you have to pause it so you can laugh and not miss anything.

3. the sound after effects makes when it is done rendering something.

4. people who can drive stick shift and are really good at it.

5. x-men: first class.

have an awesome weekend!

if i was a fashion blogger...

my blog would be called

"gray every day"

because it's true. i wear gray every day.

good thing i'm not a fashion blogger.

this is a fact

can I just say

that brushing your teeth in the shower is one of the greatest feelings ever.

so refreshing.

ahhh.

never done it? do it. today.

you will instantly feel like 40% more awesome.

kseeya.

2 things.

I saw my wedding ring. The one I would enjoy having, anyway.

I saw it on an andrewandcarissa video and had to take a screen shot.

(They are like my freelance filmmaking idols, by the way.)

It's lovely and simple. Just how I like it.

On a completely unrelated note

I was cleaning out my email inbox today and I saw this video my sister emailed me back in February which I never actually watched. Oops.

If you feel the way I feel about RDJ, you'll click HERE.